Saturday, November 19, 2011

!!!!! HELP !!!!!

補完習去看戯,又爽又累,明天要做工感覺更累啊。。。X.X。。。可不可以找人把我換掉啊~~~很想12月就不干了,真希望有人問這份工。。。partimer promoter。。。

在這邊寫願望能實現嗎??我希望明年的我完全投入學業,完全沒做工,下個月就有人問來做,頂替我這partimer promoter。。。

做工會給人不懂的一個不好的感覺咯,給人認爲你不能投入學業,但那個人的感受卻沒人懂啦。。。有的是逼不得已的,有的是因爲父母,還有的真的很難走。。。然而,往往這种种的“有的”卻被人認爲那是藉口之類的吧或是根本就不理會學業呢。。。!!!

我真是個簡單的人,七情六慾包括怒都很容易點燃。。。也因爲我其實是個悲觀的人或則我就是很容易向着負面來看呢??? T.T

我不敢向任何人傾訴,雖然真的很想,但我真的不懂該找誰呢??? T.T

哈哈~~~很多不関事的撤進來。。。明天睡醒新心情。。。但願 XD

Saturday, November 12, 2011

她變了,我不認識她了 >~< **X.X**

really sad and disappointed this afternoon...I learned one thing...

When arguing situation,silence is the best policy.
When it was changed to fighting situation,a suitable action is the best prevention.

Fortunately,fighting wasn't happened but i hate her......><......

"She" is my aunt...She blamed and anathematized my mum badly.Can I don't respect her anymore...???She scolded my mum very angry...I dislike!!!!!!!!The argument was happened in front of me but my father and "bad cousins" witnessed.If she wanna beat my mum,I will protect my mum and I don't be afraid her bad words.

We've never said her crazy or what,what,what....Then,she said anything inversely...I hate her statements which were untrue...

Sunday, October 2, 2011

回憶過去

Time cannot be reversed,so we must appreciate the time when we do somethings.Sincerely to say,I sometimes remember that what was happened last year and anything of before.I miss the word which was created by Arkah,KUNT XIE,that made us laughed happily.In additon,I had been given chance by many people,such as teaching.In this respect,I had many fun from there and felt enjoy during teaching.I was very happy as I had many 1st chance which had given by friends such as went to the shop which was never stepped in by me to have a meal,had a meal with my friends with a cup of mee beside the bus-station,absent birthday party of friends and the other 1st chance things.I am not regret after I have known them.
If the time can reverse,i will restart to when i were F2.But,i know almost the "If" will not come true.So we must appreciate to anybody during together in a time.........

dXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX FRIENDSHIP FOREVER XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXD

Saturday, September 17, 2011

與洋人的交談

(this was occuring at yesterday) XD

I'm very glad to share about this situation.I was outside together with my family yesterday.My father's work is always walking arround so we had gone to many place yesterday.It was an adventurous day for me as i had a chance to be a translator to help my father.That was a old foreigner who need people to renovate his house.My father's work is about plaster ceiling.So,i helped my father to ask some question and tried to translate what he's talking about.Fortunately to say,the speaking of the man was simple which i can understand but i do not know what type of the shape(構造) he wanted.~hahax~my father's friend(師傅頭) was responding to him while the man explained about it although he known a little bit what he said.(LUCKLY)But,i didn't speak English very well,i spoke unformally as i was stuck at the moment when i forgot some words which i wanted to say.(~~~~~~HAIZ~~~~)


At the situation,i have some 生字 that i don't know and can't respond it properly...such as the few word...steel frame(i know steel but don't know frame) (x.x)

In a nutshell,can i say that is ‘鬼同雞講' ??(^20% kidding^)If i have the next chance,i want to perform better than this...XD

Monday, March 28, 2011

choice

本來放下了,但。。。haiz。。。
很開心因爲我們同班的華人男同學一起pass了我最愛的科目〉additional mathematics(真的很開心XD)
那天去了UTAR(PJ那裏)后,給我感覺admt考得A加都沒有用的,都進不到精算師因爲都不是科學班的學生,因爲這幾個字就讓我感到失望到不懂該問什麽也感覺到science班跟art班的某种程度上的距離。。。讓我在心裏重復這句〈admt考到A加都沒有用的〉,真感謝讓我發了這1年不可能達到的夢想。。。
是我太高攀精算師還是太依賴數學呢??我想2者都有,且很過分的吧!?

我不是真正很喜歡數字的,但我喜歡算術,再加上我真的不喜歡akaun,我也開心看到有些朋友投向akaun就不用煩惱。。。(替他們開心,不用將煩)。。。
之後我聽到QS[quantity survey]了,就有算法的啦,人家講那種就=在家量地的意思啦!雖然是要那種數學很強,算得準確的人才可以讀到的,聽到是很開心,以爲是動到我喜歡的,但頓時就擔心他的數學跟它接觸到建築的叻。。。X.X。。。
我想,若能勝任中6的數學,那就QS吧!然而,我天真地以爲有數學班的中6的~有的,連那也是給科學班的~boom到。。。不想念中6是因爲我不要讀akaun啊~!是我太天真了,且也過度了~

今天本打算去問老師看哪裏可以修讀數學的~老師說道,沒有這個讀的,就想好自己的目標先的~有目標就朝向目標讀,沒目標則讀中6吧~聽到后,我也不知該怎麽問了~因爲老師說道,先問自己大了要做什麽先,而不是跟自己喜歡的科目來讀~?hu......~就達巴士回家中,就開始思考了夢想?就2個,1簡單的就當老師(我教過人,但高度就打敗了我内心的信心,覺得不夠高不足與勝任)或2就QS。。。。現在已來不及報名師訓了~~~

530是UTAR開學日,就2條路:中6(haiz,接觸akaun)或進UTAR的foundation~
中6學生比起foundation學得多但不是誰都那樣能接受的,我呢??

結論:給自己3天時閒想下志願吧。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

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